When it rains, it pours. When the sun is bright, it’s blinding!
Since we don’t delve too much into our personal lives, some of you may or may not know details of what goes on for us on a day to day basis. But in the interest of getting to know you better and for you to do the same, I’m going to write a bit of recent personal history.
Andrea and I moved to California slightly over one year ago for her to work on a Ph.D, and it was very tough from the beginning. The whole thing started with me trying to transfer with a company (Lowe’s) that I had been with for about a year and a half. The whole time I was an exemplary employee. But lost in the amorphous mass of corporate structure, I had to take what was only a part-time job here. On top of this, I was working another part time job, and so I was driving about 1 ½ hours a day. When I landed a full-time job elsewhere, I was thrilled.
Well, it turned out to be a place with quite possibly the highest level of disfunction imaginable. At any rate, my time there was brief (4 months), and I was then beginning my 4 ½ month journey of being jobless. I had found a way to scratch out a meager existence with some savings and a bit of other routes and came to my wits end. About this time, and I won’t give the details about this (except to say that everything turned out fine), I had to get a colonoscopy. I don’t recommend ever getting one.
At any rate, let’s just say that the last 4 ½ months were pretty rough for several reasons. I have no food, no job, my pets’ heads were falling off (either you get the reference or you don’t)—I wasn’t liking California during this time. (When it rains, and it rarely does rain here, it pours.)
However, I did learn some valuable pieces of information about myself and began to have a lot of clarity concerning my thoughts on several issues. Something happened not long ago that made me really rejoice: I got a three-pack sample from Buckbean. (See, this is related to beer!) That might sound trite, but it was the proverbial straw that, in this case, mended the camel’s back. About four weeks ago I landed a job that seems like a reward for my time of tribulation. It’s going to be a great place to work, the benefits and pay are great, and I’m going to get some management experience, which will perhaps help for a future brewery. Furthermore, I’m going to be meeting some very talented people would could very much design some beer labels.
Well, I’d made it through the storm and the sun was beginning to smile upon me again when it decided to come out full blast. I’ve gotten a new motivation for the future of the brewery and have met some people who may really be able to help with the startup. In fact, I am seriously looking into the nano idea in the meantime. Time after time, recently, things are beginning to look up. Of course, the good beer stuff is part of the equation, which is what makes this, in my mind, a justifiable post for the site.
Part of why I wrote this post is because I want to be able to share the full gambit of what is happening in my (mostly beer) world. But I like the idea of hearing where you guys and gals are at and where beer is bringing you joy; the little things matter. Conversely, I know that some of need to hear that life can be bipolar like this and that things will get better. I don’t remember the last time life for me was just so-so. It’s either famine or feast. Anyway, I guess you could generically say that I’m sharing from the heart but, to me, there’s nothing generic about authenticity. What about you people?
I allow myself to use beer to escape everything going on. Not drink til I blackout escape, but rather, sit down with a cold one and enjoy it. In the past 3 months I have bought a house (fiance relocation) which increased my work commute from 15 min to 1.5 hours, due to the drive I have been searching for a job in the new area, and to take the rest of my time away, i get married in 2 months- in which we are doing most of the work for the wedding.
Truthfully, I wouldn’t trade much for the comfortable life we lead. Both of us have good jobs, we have a nice house, and we (at least I) can’t wait to get married. But it is a bunch of pressure. So last night I sat down and really enjoyed a Stone/Dogfish Head/Victory Saison du BUFF. I allowed myself to become fully integrated with the beer, and to explore it. It was a great relief.
Glad everything is starting to look up for you!
Cheers,
JayZeis
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beer_scientist Reply:
August 22nd, 2010 at 9:20 am
First off, congrats the the wedding. Having something as simple as a good beer and a job can really make you appreciate life. I’ve become much more appreciative of my job and simplicity in life recently.
Thanks for sharing.
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Michael – glad to hear things are turning around for you. Sometimes those streaks can go on and on to the point where you don’t remember the good stuff.
I think @Jay hits it spot-on. Sometimes, just sitting down with a good beer is enough to help pull through and help you realize that sometimes the simple things can be the best things.
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beer_scientist Reply:
August 22nd, 2010 at 9:22 am
it was a seriously long streak but things are just amazing right now. I’ll be writing about it but I have some things in the works that might shape my brewery future. I’m just really excited and happy to have gotten through the bad times.
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Glad things are on the upswing for you. Tough times like bad beers are never fun but it sure makes the good times and great beers taste all the better.
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beer_scientist Reply:
August 22nd, 2010 at 9:23 am
They do. They really do. I’ve gained some perspective on various parts of life. I can truly say that the time of being unemployed was good for me.
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Great post Mike, glad you got some buckbean brew….what did they send?
YEah when it rains, it does pour…at least it seems like. Or perhaps just the irritations and let downs of life are more unbearable when everything is at stake.
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Oh yeah…I cracked up over the “dumb and dumber” reference.
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